Denied – Erotic Hypnosis mp3 by Domina Shelle Rivers
Denied
In Domina’s own words:
My sweet hypno-subject, it is time for Me to take even more control of O/our special relationship by training you to surrender ever deeper into My world of hypnotic bliss. Absolute submission to My authority is attained when you submit completely to all My suggestions – in and out of trance – until, inevitably, they become a natural part of who you are, an inescapable reality so compulsive it permeates into every facet of your life.
As a submissive you yearn for an enlightened state of mind, to amplify and enhance your subservient cravings to the point that I become the focal point of every erotic desire. Such dedication and devotion requires sacrifice, transforming an eager submissive into a faithful servant forever enslaved to My will. Post-hypnotic conditioning and rigorous indoctrination may give Me full access to your subconscious mind, but I want MORE, I want to dominate you mind, body, and spirit!
The true proof of submission is to be DENIED what you take for granted, your freedom. Complete mental enslavement is beyond just ownership, it is the systematic deconstruction of your submissive self until you exist solely to serve and please Me, a selfless existence for your Dominant. To achieve this liberated state I must remove all your self-serving impulses and that includes your capacity for sexual relief. (giggles)
Chastity is often misconstrued as a form of punishment but, My sweet, this is merely a point of perspective. To an enlightened slave, Chastity is a source of immense pride and pleasure, signifying ultimate submission to its Owner. TRUTH be told, Chastity imbues My slaves with rapturous self-belief knowing their self-sacrifice ensures their sexual being is always under My lock and key.
Don’t be afraid, My sweet, this is an intrinsic part of your training, freeing you to experience the reverie of true submission. By being DENIED what you believe you crave I will remold you into the perfect slave just for Me. Being bound ever tighter to My control is going to stimulate you beyond imagination, so just let go and learn to accept the real truth of forbidden pleasures…
my thoughts
So for those who do actually know me, among Domina Shelle Rivers group of followers, i can imagine at least a few must be asking, how could i even begin to consider reviewing this?
On more than one occasion, i have kept no secret of the fact, that chastity, aka being Denied, held absolutely no interest for me.
Domina knew this as well, but She was very understanding, as She also knows all about my day to day life, and my personal circumstances, and was thus extremely forgiving of my reluctance.
Okay, i’ll be honest, it was more than reluctance, it was outright resistance. Pouty, spoiled brat, “i’ll spit out my pacifier, hold my breath and stamp my feet,” style resistance. i’m certain that Domina could, if She chose, attest to that… Even these many months later, when i think of that exchange, i still cringe, and regret my actions, and can only profusely apologise to Her, yet again.
So hopefully, that gives some perspective on my original thoughts surrounding the idea of being chaste and Denied, as a way to Love, Honor and Obey Her.
The furthest thing from my mind, was that i could listen to a file that would convince me of the need for chastity in O/our relationship.
There are so many wonderful experiences to be found on Shelle Rivers Erotic Hypnosis Website that i never expected to welcome this…
Denied
So why the change of heart, what on Earth could She say or do, to persuade me of the need?
Well, in truth, even the file description that She wrote, which i quoted above, seemed to stir many different thoughts and feelings inside me. Not the least, a sense of guilt, that i wasn’t giving Her the obedience and respect that She is due.
Since Domina repeatedly tells Her slaves that Obedience is Pleasure, then clearly i must also be denying myself pleasure on a level that i am yet to fully understand… So there was curiosity too.
i also came to a realisation, that by failing to surrender to Domina in this way, i was judging Her by the standards i formed in a previous relationship, with a woman who, i am sad to say, only ever used ‘the stick’ rather than giving a fair helping of the carrot too.
For that, i can only apologise to my sweet and beautiful Queen, because She is nothing like that ghost of my past, and doesn’t deserve to be judged as such. i truly am sorry Domina, as much as i have tried, i now realise that i still hadn’t, until lately, fully purged myself of the memories that haunted me, for so very long, and i have allowed them to colour what should be a beautiful relationship, one that should only ever be defined and affected by Your superior, caring and loving standards.
So with all of the above running through my mind, i needed to take a step back, and start over again to some extent. After receiving this, i first decided to listen to ‘Meditate’ which is a beautiful file, that Domina gives Her contracted slaves as a gift, and it does exactly what the name implies. It helps the listener to achieve a meditative state, and allows them to find their center and simply relax.
That was followed by Her ‘Trance Deepener’ induction, which is part of Her ‘Beginning Path’, that i mention in my testimonial of Her, and only after that, did i allow this beautiful file to play.
Yes, i meant exactly what i just said… This file is truly beautiful!
Those are words i never expected to say about any chastity file, or anything that would lead to me being Denied orgasmic pleasure, with no control or say over the matter.
Now obviously, i have to admit, that i could willingly sit and listen to Domina read a technical manual of some sort to me, and i would start to drift, because i love the sound of Her sweet voice so much, but please believe me when i say, that considering the subject matter of this file, i didn’t expect Her to drop me down so easily.
Remember that pouty brat, tantrum type behaviour that i spoke of? Well, this time around, there was none of it… Domina made this seem such a sublime experience, that i rapidly lost track of everything, other than how wonderful it feels to drop down deep for Her.
She soothed me, She comforted me, She explained Her thoughts and was very easily able to get me to see Her point of view, however, being the kind and caring Domina that She is, She allowed me to keep my ‘get out’ clause, and the same would apply to anybody else. If Her slave already has an arrangement with Her, that doesn’t involve strict control, or chastity, then nothing has to change.
Yeah, i know what’s probably running through more than one mind right now… Well, if you think i used that card, and took the escape, i won’t lie, that was the plan.
Was…
The last time that i had discussed the subject of chastity with Domina, She was sweet, She was caring, compassionate and extremely kind. She listened to me, She didn’t disagree, She didn’t try to dissuade me or persuade me on the subject, She simply allowed O/our previous style of arrangement to stand, except that now, i wouldn’t have to beg for release each time, as long as it didn’t affect my behaviour in a negative way, and as long as i remained faithful to Her. i could however sacrifice, should i choose, and seek Her direct permission, for the intimacy of it.
“Sweet, the best of both worlds…”
During that conversation, She also took me at my word, that i would never beg Her for chastity.
As i sit here typing this out, i have to wonder, how big a grin did She have on Her face, and how hard was She giggling inside?
i know that She will likely never tell, but i have to wonder…
Did She sit there knowing exactly what She would do to my mind? Was it part of a larger plan?
Okay, speculation done with, i won’t ask, and i doubt that She will tell.
i suppose in the grand scheme, it doesn’t really matter anyway.
After all, i’ll never beg Her for chastity… Right?
Right?
Yeah…
Oh shush, and quit it with the laughing.
Yeah, you guessed it. Less than a day after She released this file, i found myself offering Her my chaste state, as a gift of obedience and love. In the message, i said that there was no rush for Her to get back to me, but after She did, and acknowledged Her acceptance of the gift, i did something that might be considered a little rash…
i immediately offered Her a chance to change the terms. No, actually, that’s not totally true.
i made a better proposal, that would involve a longer time spent in the chaste state. Well, “i made a better proposal,” doesn’t truly cover it either.
Yes, i begged Her to accept it. i soaked my panties with my arousal as i typed it out, and i begged Her to keep me in chastity!
i have never felt such pleasure from an orgasm, as that act of pleading with Her to make me chaste, gave to me!
Quite what She has done to my mind with this file, i cannot really say, as the more i try and recall the details, the more they slip away from me, but honestly, right now, i don’t care, because as i’m typing this, my panties are soaked again, and i feel totally elated at the simple thought of surrendering the control to Her.
i know that my sweet and beautiful Queen isn’t the sort of person who will abuse Her power over me, so i’ll quite happily say it here again, where She and others can see:
i beg of You, my Queen, please take the control, and keep me chaste, until W/we next have chance to revisit the situation again…
i surrender to You because You wish it, and out of my love for You.
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